有些伤感的爱情故事

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Beep beep
I miss you.
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Beep beep
I need you.
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Beep beep
Do you think you can sneak out tonight?
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It had been almost two years since he broke up with her. And now all of the sudden he wanted her back. She didn't know how he got her phone number but he did. And he wouldn't stop texting her.
Day after day for a month she kept getting text messages telling her how he missed her, and how he wanted to be with her again.
She had been replying to his texts lately. Trying to get him to stop, but not really wanting him to. He had really hurt her when he left. He told her that he found someone better and that he didn't need her. But no matter how hard she tried she couldn't get over him. She couldn't stop thinking of him. She couldn't stop replaying the memories of all the nights they spent together. And tonight he wanted her to sneak out of her house so that they could be together once more.
She wasn't sure that she should, but she got the feeling that no matter what she said he was going to come and she was going to sneak out.
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2:00 am
She popped the screen out of her window and crawled out through the gaping hole in her room. She felt kind of annoyed that he came even when she told him not to. She walked in the dark out to the street to his car and got inside.
"Hey"
"Hi"
"You don't seem very happy."
"I'm in my ex-boyfriends car. Why the hell would I be happy about that?"
"I thought you would be happy to see me."
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20 minutes later
"Would you stop me if I kissed you?"
She didn't know what to say. If she said yes, he wouldn't kiss her. But if she said no, then he would. She didn't know what she wanted him to do so she just sat there. Saying nothing and trying not to scream.
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10 minutes later
"I think I'm gonna go."
And so she got out of his car. Didn't even look at him.
But when she turned the corner to go back down her driveway her legs went weak and she collapsed.
Tears started to fall from her eyes. And she realized that she wanted him to come back.
She quickly sent a text message to him telling him to come back.
And so again he pulled up to the street and she got in the car.
"I'm sorry."
"It's alright."
And they sat there for a minute in silence. Her trying to find the words to say that would explain her strange behavior. Him staring at her, trying not to attack her with kisses.
"I don't wanna get hurt again." She whispered. Her voice seemed to have left her and she was barely audible.
"I'm not here to hurt you."
"But you will."
"No I won't."
"Yes you will. You'll leave me again."
And then he took her in his arms and held her.
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5 minutes later
They pulled apart from one another and sat in the seats.
He made a move to kiss her but she still wasn't sure she wanted to.
Again and again he tried but she denied him each time.
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10 minutes later
She looked at him, the light from the radio illuminating his face, and that was when she realized that she wanted to kiss him. To see if there was still any love between them.
She shifted in her seat and then leaned over to turn his face and kissed him.
He seemed to be surprised at first but then responded to her needy kisses.
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15 minutes later
They had been kissing for quite a while, cars occasionally passing lighting up the car.
After the first minute she hadn't felt anymore sparks and knew that if anything happened with him it wouldn't mean a thing. At least not to her. But she decided to enjoy the kisses for a while. His hand started to move up her thigh, very slowly, but it kept going.
She decided that she was going to stop him before he got to the heat pooling between her legs, but once he got there she couldn't stop him.
Her body wouldn't let her. His hands felt so good. After a minute or two he moved to rid the layer of fabric that separated him from that hot spot. She made no move to stop him.
Moans escaped her lips as his fingers moved in and out of her. She knew she should stop him. She wasn't supposed to let him get this far. Finally when he stopped kissing her and she had a second to think clearly she decided to stop him.
"Let me have you."
That's when she pushed him away.
"Did I do something wrong?"
"No."
"Then why ca-"
"I just can't."
"But why?"
"I'm sorry."
And then they sat there for a minute. She felt bad for letting him get so far and then denying him the pleasure he'd been seeking. But she couldn't let this go on. It was wrong.
"I think I should go."
"Can't we just do something? Please."
"I'm sorry."
She leaned over and kissed him one last time. She knew that she would miss those kisses but at the same time she knew that there was something missing from those kisses.
She got out of the car and walked over to her driveway.
And as she watched his car drive away she realized that she was finally over him. And now she could start a new chapter in her life. She turned to walk back to her house and smiled to herself.